Simply Believe

A lot of the times it's hard to believe in ourselves, especially when no one else does. When the excitement of you being a little child goes away.. Everyone that said they're going to be there probably won't. And sometimes you feel alone and no one understands you. So what do you do? Trust God, believe in Him, and believe in yourself! A lot of the times we expect people to always be here and that won't always be the case. What I've found to be true is that GOD WILL ALWAYS BE HERE, no matter what it looks like or feel like. Always!

When I was troubled with the thought of not going back to school I was seriously depressed. It got so bad to the point where I was sick everyday and I just kept cleaning everything over and over again. It even got so far to the point where I was taking a bath and contemplating drowning myself. School was everything to me. It was my ticket to a great future filled with job opportunities, money, and prosperity. I have dreams to become a great movie producer and director as well as a business owner. without school, I didn't see it happening. Around that time, my guy friend & I had ended, my best friend & I weren't on the greatest terms and my parents & I were driving each other crazy! I felt like I couldn't turn to anyone for help. I felt like no one believed in me and shoot...I didn't believe in myself. My heart was completely broken...but what I didn't know is God was closer to me than I could ever imagine. (Psalm 34:8)

One day instead of crying for hours on end, I just screamed "Jesus!" Somehow I just knew He was gunna rescue me and He did. I found myself in my Bible not too long after that and reading about Job...though my life wasn't nearly as crazy as his, I was still hurt. What I found was Job's trust and faithfulness to God in spite of the storm. His own wife didn't believe in him and told him to curse God. Instead he kept thanking God! How crazy! This man lost everything and he still kept praises on his lips! So I made that my mission. To always be thankful and to trust God... And in that I began believing in myself. It was like God awakened everything in me!

When I visited school to fully withdraw, I decided to give it one more try. I prayed and I went to the office and found out they gave me a grant to return! God is sooooo good!

• God is ALWAYS for you! Never against you! 
• Always be grateful and thankful! Thanksgiving opens doors! 
• All of Heaven believes in you when people are or aren't ! God believes in you! 
• Believe in yourself!!

This situation led me to start this blog, one I've always wanted but was too afriaid until now. It also led me to dream much larger and even more grand than before!
So Queens I challenge you to believe God is able and He believes in you and so am I! Feel free to share your dreams with me and I'll agree and believe in your dreams as well! Love you!